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ђө₤₤ϊЄ'§ §ÞαĊэЄмΩ ČєηŦяα£ 23 de maio !!ThE cRaSh!!So Bob, Sarah and I are just cruising around minding our own business, looking for somewhere to eat. As always I'm sitting in the front texting Brent and singing along to the music, Bob's driving and singing and Sarah is putting makeup on behind me in the passenger seat, so i just randomly look up cause i felt something weird in the pit of my stomach, while obviously Bob felt something in the left hemisphere of his brain cause he happens to look left at some cop he knew, and i see this big yellow submarine friggin car and silver bumper approaching us very very fast, so this is where it gets blurry and i can hardley remember supposably I screamed according to Boba nd Sarah, and all i remember is hearing a couple pops and cracks cause i def closed my eyes, and i open them and this huge white powdery thing (which i mistake for Jesus LMFAO) comes flying at me and hits me in the face, I start rubbing my head and saying, "oh my God the windshield is broken, the windshield is broken" I then look at Bob and his face was undescribable its was so sad/angry/upset/ i have no idea that it just about made me cry, as me and Bob are sitting there stunned and inhaling this white friggin nasty ass powder shit, Sarah is yelling from the back "Open the F-ing door" finally understanding we open it and get out. I thank God i was wearing my seatbelt or i would of been through the windshield. So were all out of the car and Bob says "Oh my God my dad is going to PEAK and kill me" I'm basically stunned with whip lash and painfulness in my stomach from nerves being shot, and Sarah is complaining about the scrap on her knee from NOT wearing her stupid seatbelt and jamming into my seat. Then this old crusty man comes out of the yellow submarine and starts licking his crunchy lips and I swear to you he stunk like poop, and he was ACTUALLY born in 1929 OMG how does he have his license?! So then this police officer WHICH Bob was looking at that caused this accident takes down bunch of crap and we end up in the collision station on Brydges?! So not only was this a freakish oddish day...BUT I'M A SURVIVOR OF A SCARY ACCIDENT, and i swear to God i'm wounded for life, I can't even drive the same as gay as it sounds it scared the LIVING DAYLIGHTS out of me. OMG and then on my way home from Brents (So like 20 minutes ago) I just about hit these two crazy deer who just happened to be crossing, and that just shot my nerves as well I swear i'm growing gray hair!!!!
THANK GOD I'M ALIVE!!!!
Hollie(L)
P.S Bob I'm sorry about your car I know if it was mine I would be crying and peaking on the old crusty man!!! BBBF'S!!! :D:D 19 de abril CoMiNg BaCk FoR mOrEYou all laugh at me,
But I try my hardest to be
Perfect.
So close, yet so far,
And still it leaves the same old scar
Inside my heart.
I know i will get hurt,
But someone how i'm surprised when I get treated like dirt
Especially by you.
Why is it no matter how hard you try,
You always end up saying bye
I'm sick of it.
13 de fevereiro My PrOmIsE...I promise...
That when you cry, I will be here to help your eyes dry,
When your upset, I will help you to forget,
When your angry, I will help set you free,
When you need a shoulder to lean on, I will lend you mine until your bad feelings are gone,
When you feel you can't get through, I will stay until i fix your issue,
When you try and fail, I will help you get back on sail,
When you feel heart broken, I will be the first to choke him,
When you need someone to yell at, I will be the first up to bat,
When you need someone to hit, I will be the first to permit,
When you need a friend, I will be there until the end,
No matter what I will help you, in everything you choose to do.
I promise...
03 de janeiro BaSeBalLIt's not fair...
-The way life can go sometimes
-How you expect the best then the worst happens
-How you expect the worst and the best happens
-How life can be difficult
-That I just don't have enough money
-The way I get payed crap for the work I do
-That people only care about themselves
-Life's not fair, it's like a baseball game just when you think your going to hit a home run, you trip and fall on first base. (hmm...<---Right Hollie...uh Baseball =P) 13 de dezembro LoViNg YoUI know that I should try to find somebody new.. But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. You dont even know it.. And why should you care? Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there.. Forever means nothing if I dont spend it with you.. But theres just nothing more I think I can do.. I try to tell you I love you but you just dont stop to listen.. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin.. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes.. Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies.. Forget about what people say and what other people might see.. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me.. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love.. And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of.. Maybe I am wrong and you really just dont care.. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are accually there.. All I want is for you to tell me exactly how u feel.. I'd rather be hurt than keep believeing what you say is real.. Whether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true.. Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you.. 10 de dezembro WhAt YoU dO tO mEWhat I like about you,
The way you look at me and make my heart melt,
The way you tell me just how you felt,
The way you brush your hand against mine,
The way you say the perfect line.
What I love about you,
How you make feel,
How you can cook a perfect meal,
How you have a perfect smile,
How you have an amazing style.
What I admire about you,
Your complete honesty,
Your sweet generosity,
Your amazing personality,
Your exceptional sagacity.
What I miss about you,
My lips against yours,
My body curled up next to yours, My reflection in your eyes,My faith that you would never tell a lie.
What I need from you,
The way you hug me goodbye,
How you look everytime we say hi,
Your promise we will someday have wedding banns,
My heart to be safe in your hands.
08 de dezembro To AlL mY lAdIeSOkay this goes out to all the girls who get treated like shit by their man,
-Honestly don't put up with it
-It's not your fault
-It's not fair
-Stop it before it gets too far
-If he makes you feel like shit ask yourself why are you with him
-You may get through it, but if it seems like you've been trying to get through it for the past year, i doubt your going to get through it
-Talk to him about it
-Make him understand how you feel
-If he puts it on you, he isn't worth your time
-If your friends are saying dump him you should most likely listen to them as they are watching from the outside and see things clearer then you
-If you think i'm just dumb cause i'm not in your situation, girl you gotta a problem and you need to deal with it TODAY
-If you don't trust him, your relationship is already dead
-If he pulls the guilt trips, leave him in his own path of guilt
-Don't think you can't live without him, you didn't have him your whole life and you did fine, you will be fine with out him
-It will be hard, probably one of the hardest things you'll ever go through, but stick with it
-If you dump him, wait a month and a half and see if you still want him back
-If you do maybe it was meant to be
-Don't be angry when he moves on cause it just shows how much you were worth to him by the length of time
-If he says he sorry and he'll change, he will change for a week then go back to the way he was
-Ask yourself do you really want to marry a man who makes you feel like this
-Would you rather waste another minute on him or rather be another step closer to find the him who treats you like a princess
Lastly if you treat him like shit expect the same back!
*This applies to guys as well, just change the he to she and so forth*
AnGeR...LeAdS tO bAd ChOiCeSI'm sick of the way you treat me,
But honestly soon you will see,
You keep pulling the guilt trps,
You can forget all about the feeling of my lips,
Don't tell me your sorry,
Don't give me a giant story,
Don't tell me your upset,
Cause i can't make the plans you set,
Without informing me first,
Your honestly going to make me burst,
You use to make me feel happy,
no you just make me feel unhappy,
I don't want to feel this way anymore,
Being with you is becoming a chore,
Either you changed or your true self finally came out,
But i am about to shout,
Were done were through,
Come back when your going to try to be in my shoes.
06 de dezembro BrOkEnI wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away
You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 24 de novembro LoVe CaN pUlL yOu ThRoUgHBaby don't cry,
Don't look away as i walk by,
We will get through it,
Just promise you won't quit.
As i look in your eyes,
And contemplate just how time flew by,
I wonder just where we went wrong,
And why today just feels so long.
Baby i need you,
I know you need me too,
I'll show you,
Just how love can pull us through.
23 de novembro PeRfEcT gUyCatch me when i fall, Answer when i call, Show me i'm your girl, Treat me just like a precious pearl. Tell me you love me, Tell me to be all i can be, Don't stop me from living, Help me start giving. Pick me up when i fall, Wipe my tears when i start to bawl, Touch my cheek as we kiss, Tell me how much of me you missed. Hold me close when we hug, Just don't turn away and shrug, Love you more than anything, I promise i will treat you just like a king.
03 de novembro My KiteThe kite is so pointy flying so sharp But as it flys through the sky it sounds like a lullaby harp The clouds are fluffy Hollie is young, This poem is beautiful, By: Sarah and Hollie *LOL sitting in design class, being random as all hell!!! LMFAO the good old days of kite projects:P* *Sarah were too random for our own good* ToO lAtE.You picked. Even though you didn't know, Your actions were louder than words. They come they go, So don't cry to me when they leave. Shows what's more important to you, Now i see your true character. Glad i found this out sooner than later, Glad i know what i'm not losing out on, You picked.
^_^Hollie^_^
18 de outubro It Is EtIqUeTtE rAtHeR tHaN eThIcS[Life is not fair-get use to it]
[The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself]
[Be nice to nerd. Chances are you'll be working for one]
[You are not as fat as you imagine]
[Don't worry about the future, the real troubles in your life apt to be things that never crossed your mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday]
[Do one thing that scares you everyday]
[Sing]
[Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours]
[Don't waste your time on jealousy]
[Remember compliments you recieve. Forget the insults]
[Keep you old love letters]
[Don't congratulate yourself too much, or betrate yourself either]
[Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room]
[Do not read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly]
[Understand friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on]
[Don't expect anyone else to support you]
[Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time your 40 it will look 85]
[Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia]
[Judge someone by their character not by their looks]
[Judge by your thoughts, not by you mouth]
[Listen to everyone, but keep your opnion sacred]
[Manage your money]
[Don't borrow or lend money]
[A loan loses itself and a friend]
[Be true to yourself]
[Take a man's opnion, but keep your own judgement]
[Be friendly but not everyone's friend]
[Try to fit in but don't lose yourself] 16 de outubro WrOnGI thought we would be together till the end,
I figured you meant everything you said.
I thought you wanted more than this,
I figured we would make up with a kiss.
I thought you felt the same way,
I figured it would all be okay.
Now i'm laying here,
Crying out of fear.
I thought you wouldn't care,
I figured you wouldn't dare.
I thought we were meant to be,
I figured maybe you'd see.
I thought these feelings were real,
I figured it was the real deal.
Now were through,
There is nothing i can do.
I thought wrong,
Now were nothing but a broken love song.
I figured wrong,
It just took to long.
14 de outubro FeArLeSsMore afraid of not flying than of falling. More afraid to hide away my feelings than of bawling. More afraid to sit in silence than to speak up for myself. More afraid to sit back and watch than to stick up for someone else. More afraid to close my mind than to open my eyes and see. More afraid to close my heart than to let in diversity. More afraid of not trying than of failing. More afraid of not thinking than of letting my imagination go sailing. More afraid to settle for less than to keep striving. More afraid of not living than of dying.ThE rEaSoNI want to be the one you come to when you want to run away. I want to be the reason that you decide to stay. I want to be there when you fail and when you try again. I want to be your lover I want to be your friend. I want to be beside you if ever you fall down. I want to be the reason your feet are off the ground. I want to be there to support you in making your dreams true. I want to be in your corner for everything you do. I want to make you happy throughout each and every season. When you fall in love... I want to be the reason.07 de outubro DrEaMs LaSt So LoNgWish things could go back to the way they were,
You told me it would be alright. Yeh sure.
I thought you were the one,
oh gosh, we had so much fun,
I remember the long walks,
the jokes and the talks.
I remember when i'd cry
you'd tell me it's okay, was it just a lie?
Dreams last so long,
Even when after they're gone.
My hearts been broken,
You promised it never would.
I wish you to mend it,
Even a little bit.
But forget it were done,
all the times of fun.
Although i miss you,
I'm better off without you.
19 de setembro EvErYbOdY's GoT a StOrY tHaT cOuLd BrEaK yOuR hEaRtTell me something, you ever get shot down cause you try to hard?
Ever get made fun of cause your just trying to be yourself instead of doing the same thing everyone else does?
Ever fall in love too quick?
Ever need to break it off for your own sake?
Ever failed at something you tried to get your whole life?
Ever felt like you weren't needed or wanted?
Why don't people stop being judgmental, stop being rude, selfish, hypocritical and start being down to earth, faithful and honest to themselves and others?
Why can't you just tell someone how you really feel about them rather then hold it in or cherry coat it, cause if you're thinking it i'm sure a dozen other people are as well.
Why can't life be as easy as we all claim it is.
Oh "if you want something so bad you will obtain it if you try hard enough."...ER yeh right they just happen to leave out the obstacles that stand infront of you, they just forget to explain if God doesn't want you having it, no matter what you do you ain't getting it!
They say "don't give up" so what do they expect when you have nothing going for you, when everything you ever wanted in life you missed it, i'm sorry i haven't invented time travel yet...i think it's safe to say..give up.
23 de julho For YouYou taught me to love like i have never been hurt before, you have showed me someone in this world can love me like i always wanted to be loved. You treat me better then i deserve to be treated. I would never ask or wish to be with anyone besides you, you are sweet, you are handsome, you are everything i have looked for in a person...there's nothing that i wish i could change about you, your you and i love you. You tell me what i need to hear, show me what i need to see, and comfort me when i need it most...we have times i don't take for granted, i wish time could freeze when i am with you as it feels perfect every moment we are...i feel safe in your arms, I love and you are truly the best.
I love you
Hollie 11 de julho Passion of KissI'm sorry i didn't see the signs,
I'm sorry i didn't read between the lines.
I'm sorry i couldn't give you wings,
I'm sorry for so many things.
I'm sorry it had to be like this,
I just want that one last kiss.
I wish i could take back the tears,
I probably wouldn't have so many fears.
I wish i could take back the laughter,
But would it even matter?
You once were my everything,
Now your nothing.
I still have the memories of us,
holding hands, kissing without a fuss.
I'll love you in my mind forever,
But in my heart...never.
I still think about you from time to time.
Actually your always on my mind.
But my mind is where it will stay,
And in my grave i hope it will lay.
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